semakin hanyut :(

assalamualaikum sahabats :)
tetibe hari ni rasa nak menulis sesangat..maybe sbb dok sesorg dlm bilik cantek ni kan jd mood tu dtg sndr..kengkadang bile dok sorg2 ni igt bole la hak privasi tu kengkonon 'TIME TO MYSELF' la kan..but makin lama makin hanyut dok sorg2 ni..bukan apa lbh2 lagi bile internet tetibe laju zassssss mcm tu je..pehhh ape lg abes sume bnda nk cari lbh2 lg youtube lah..

seronok memg seronok tp hati sgt rasa kosong..gembira memg gembira,senyum sorg2 tp hati xtenang..mula la aku nk sedar yg aku melagho dgn bnda2 yg melalaikan..mashaAllah..masa buang mcm tu je..enough la klu asyik nk cakap xcukup masa..LEMPANG PIPI KUAT2..bohong sgt kannnnn..tp itulah lumrah org seperti aku ni yg sedar dlm xsedar..(apekah?)

sepinya terasa..sunyinya hidup klu masa yg ada xdiisi dgn perkara yg bermanfaatkan..:'(..malam penghulu segala hari ni sepatutnya indah tp ia bukan milikku nampaknya..:(sobssss..

oh Allah moga2 pintu taubat masih terbuka luas untuk aku..Kau menyaksikan segala perbuatanku..:(

bingkisan malam jumaat :(

spread love,
mynameisthirah
hugs!

TEMPERED!

mlm ni emosi sgt2 tergngu..semua xkena..yes i admit that i'm a hot tempered person..frankly speaking i am afraid of myself..Ya Allah jauhi lah ak dari bisikan syaitan yg direjam ini..

konklusinya: i have to find a spouse who is very cool,calm and full of patient..DEMAND!
but seriously, i can stand someone who has tempered like me..it will destoy both of us..who can stand my uncontrol emotion..ASTAGHFIRULLAHALAZIM..

may Allah safe me and guided me to be a patient servant..help me Allah

^;^

mynameisthirah
fridaynite XOXO

GUGURLS DAY OUT :)

FULLHOUSE wangsa walk!

such a nice restaurant to hang out with frens..i can tell you it's a lovely place,calm n good services provided..but yeah for sure la the price also nice..nice sgt2 lah..but i think it's worth to eat there once a month or if we have to gather with beloved ones :)
today, actually we planned to have our lunch together at fullhouse but lastly only six of us went there..the others couldn't manage to join..a bit frustrated but it's ok the six of us still stick to the plan n take our step to fullhouse..i really enjoy myself n hopefully other TESLIAN gengs can join in another time..wish it be a reality..insyaAllah one day!

i love all my frens deeply in my heart :)
nite,
spread love,
mynameisthirah
hugs n kisses

MONOLOG FEVER!

hey miss diary

u know what, lately, me n my 'brilliant' frens macam dah kena penyakit sawan bermonolog kononnya just within yourself tp TERcakap TERkuat pulak!!so funny rite..it was started from a person then transmitted kat org laen til it also passed the syndrome to me..ouh how miserable my life is now..everyday termonolog dlm kelas with something nonsense..ahhhhh it embarassed me..very!!!
however, sometimes it can be fun but i'm afraid that it might hurt someone as well..OH NO!damn...spoil!!

p/s:plis don impersonate this immoral behavior..hua!!monolog within urself only..that's actually the real meaning of monolog..

spread love,
mynameisthirah

ADJUST MY PERSPECTIVE

today i just realized that before this i always assume people's thinking might be the same as me..today because of one unplanned incident where i bumped into someone i started to realize that "ouh ya,ak je lebih2.."from now on i have to change or modify my perspective towards other people because actually i already knew people are different from one another..

COME ON THIRAH..it's not too late to change n plis don be regret..there was nothing to regret for..

new chapter beginnnnnn!!

spreadlove,
mynameisthirah..xoxo

My FeEbLe SuNdAy!

hello sunday!why are u so gloomy,gloomy,gloomy??i thought it will be a marvellous sunday where i can enjoy the best rest for this weekend but honestly, i feel so weak, lazy, energeticless and all kinds of boring feeling..duhh!!pang pang pang!lempang muka byk2 kali supaya rasa fresh cket..(mcm la berani kan lempang muka sndr)..
sometimes rase mcm seronoknye klu bole pegi lepak kat tmn mane2, mkn aiskrim, rojak buah..wooooo enak banget!(mimpi la)..damnnnn sunday!
today rase mcm alahh better klu ade kls..soo ungrateful me..masyaAllah..

counting time counting time counting time..serius dowh nak balik!!homie waving at me la..sob3..
ASIMEN?!
am so not in good mood to think of it at this time..asimen just be nice and keep silent in my document ok..i'll review u tonite as so many things to be scrutinied again..GRAMMAR!..i still never know when i'll be master in grammar..what a brilliant teacher to be..auwhhhhh..

                                                             i think this cute baby shared
                                                              the same face as me now..
                                                              for sure he's cuter than me..
                                                                   hei adorable boy..



mynameisthirah
XOxo

first visit in 2012..wallahhhh

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

fuhhhhhh tiup habuk dulu..

hello my digital diary..well i'm so3 sorry for taking a longgggg time to drop by here to update something about my activities..wow it's already 2012 yaw!how time flies rite!

now it's march oleady..what else i can say?nak ckp psl azam..xpyh la..no need anymore..maybe la my azam tuk be more active to update my lover..no offence ok..no sulk..

my life alhamdulillah till this moment i still can manage it well..so far so so good..sometimes i really enjoy what i've done but vice versa..that how normal life should be rite..

ok for that's all for tonite..my eyes are too heavy now..my blanket is waving..yawnnnnn!!

spread love,
xoxo
mynameisthirah :)